Babyface - What if

*This isn't directed to anyone in particular.

I got hooked on this song for a while now. I dream of Philip lip syncing everytime it plays on my Ipod Shuffle -- About time I put it into the PSP. ^^

Offically the job ends thursday, but since I volunteer, it ends friday. Working at Maimonides ( Food and Nutrition Dept -- NOT THE CAFETERIA >.<) has been an everything-all-over experience.<3 I'll miss you guys so damn much.

Despite the fact that I did mostly filing, working with computer excel, messenger work and all that other crap dealing with food vouchers and of the like, I feel sorta deprived from a better experience of getting to work up in the actual offices that other students has been assigned to. But hey, I did get exposed to a new environment repeatedly, and learned alot... AND got FREE lunch. Hov often would one get to eat sushi so freakin' often? For me, it was offered nearly everyday<3

My supervisor's been absent for the past 3 days... so there's nothing to do but sit on my fat ass in her chair at her desk with my lovely shortie Dorie, talking about.. apparently how hot Keanu Reeves is -- and what we're going to do with our money.

What are you guys going to do with the dough you've made? Oh wait.. you've probably spent atleast 1/4 of it already right?  

Anyway, how the summer's been treating you guys? For me, there's been a great deal of benefit in terms of the working world -- I'm sure a plenty for you guys as well. I've done most of what I wanted!! So I pretty much damn love the summer of '06 -- Then again, anything can be made better =]

-- Just a few more weeks and I'll be back in a building filled with endless...-- I wonder how Junior Year will unwrap? I hope for a greater opportunities.. and I hope I've grown from my experiences over the summer.. same for everyone else -- Can't wait to see old faces -- Wonder how much you guys have changed too. =D<3

-Chasty

P.S. - my other original entry got erased -- stupid metconnect *stab*

It's 24:18 -- The End of Another Year

It's late, and I still find myself up outlining and posting up little notes into my notebook for the english final -- the essay. Harfosh grades harshly, or would she not even spare a glance and read our bullshittin' or hard thought out essays? 

Chemistry | Math | English -- Two of them are not my best, can you guess which?

School's ending in like. . . 4 more days, how do you plan to pass another memorable summer, if it becomes memorable at all?

I went to the interview today at Maimodides hospital -- It wasn't really an interview-interview, just a little 1 on 1 with the main director associated with the program that sent us there. We got the job, now she wanted to know what we were capable of with computers and what not, despite the fact it's all written down on the loads of paper work we filled out labeled Volunteer Services. Why did I fill it all out again? Luckily enough, this is one step I'll never forget closer to my dream/goal if the director can get me into doing lab work and any clerical work related to micro-bio or was it vice versa? Something like that, but who cares, it deals with FORENSICS!<3 -- That's one step closer =D

Afterwards, I walked home in heels that nearly put me into crutches. Then went back out to find something with a friend.. Then back home, and not even for an hour, I head back out with my mom to get stuff from the store. Salsa Chips -- I can never get tired of em'.

And here I am 24:27 -- Making my first entry in months. So, regents lie ahead and a friend's party coming up. What to do -- the budget, and where's that second mind who's suppose to help me?

-- Life's sweet and I love it (For now)

-Jess aka Chasty

Happy Chinese New Years =]<3

Hope you guys got plenty of em' red envelopes with lots of them ching ching. ;DD

-Love Jessica Eng =D (For once, my full name xD)

P.S. See you guys tomorroww... ;DDxoxox

New photo and background... Mandy said the other one was scary. How about this one? =]

Final Final's Week -- I'm doing so-so. Expecting to fail chem though. But who cares, not like the bastard's not going to pass me.. right? ..Shiet, lols. Umm.. everything else is alright. Math and Spanish is shakey... And of course, grades can be better. >.<

Let's see... Nothing new.. that I can remember. Everything for the past few days were normal, nothing spesho.. except for one thing. *Smirk =DD<3. But things that happened?

-I worked at the (Chips) Christian Help In Park Slope for Marine Bio
-I bought a new tennis racket + balls AND it's GREEN
-I practiced at least once or twice in small ball (About time!!!)
-I DDR'ed more than usual. -- Stamina's increasing on the mat and I think I'm gettin' better.=D

Umm.. I can't remember anything else, hehe. My head's been stuck with finals for the past few days and other shiet. =X

Oh.. And why is it that some people make life more complicated than it already is? Yeah.. I used to do that. And you know what, I look back and go, "Holy fuck.. I was stupid. Why did I worry so much?" That shit led me into tunnels of deep depth that I never even knew existed. *Sigh. I hope those who feel that way....pull away from it. As well, with the addition of school and letting it affect you.. jeebus.

And I think I've made clear before through a quote.
The first step to failure is pleasing others. -- A reminder.. for whoever.

-Love always - Chasty

P.S - I found the little missing gerbil 5 days later, flat out in my living room, running around at 6am in the morning. I caught the cute little thing... However, within 2 days of it's return, I found it dead, ripped apart by it's fellow roomates. Half the body was consumed. That night, I released the rest into the cold night...-.-

One of my gerbils got loose... I think. I now have 3 gerbils. o.O And they get more ferocious every single farkin' day. >.< I wonder if it's mating season...

Anywho, vacation's been good and relaxing. I've watch'd MoG with friends and had dinner with them on X-mas Eve, and watch'd Kk with my family and had dinner with them too on X-mas. x] I went to see the tree with my childhood friend and his family... Um... I went biking through Bay Pkway and had the BEST<3 laughs and fun. I managed to get they Volley ball pump I was lookin' for.. AND a volleyball from a very nice person..WEeEe! =D I managed to play handball ball in this cold weather AND I got better.. from the break period in which I didn't get to play. My elementary friend of Minniesota came to NYC a few days ago, and I spent the whole day with her.. Good times, and I met her cousin and his girlfriend. She's changed so much.. but she's still the same since elementary school. x] Umm.. cousin's coming in tomorrow. We're supposed to celebrate his birthday.. hm. o.O And I wanted to go baking and hb'in. ><... Oh well.

I finished..1/2 my homework. Didn't get to touch it today... Diew. Spanish essay and English roman myth left, AND I've hit writer's block..ahhhh. ><

Ummm.. Been having thoughts lately.. more of memories, perhaps, flowing back into the blood filled veins within my forehead. Yeah, I've been recalling them, and when I did.. feelings attached with it just seemed to come back too. Sorta like a nostalgic feeling. I don't think those feelings ever went away... just have been accepted, and buried deep down to resurface some other time when it happens again, if it ever would.  =/ *<3 - And all this -- I was half asleep... thinking from this day.

-Jess